9 weeks dad we speak i can feel your voice in my heart no matter where iam such a strong precence is your being beside me, i see your face up in the wall of my room as the light from outside shines in on your pictures for some reason its form in your face the shape of your head i know that you are there but know mum needs you the most so that she is easier my dearest dad my i look at your picture and imagine it to come to life and iam remembering memories we shared together and think now in an admiral way that you have no pain, I need you to embrace me dad we miss you so bad pam misses you very much wee loveyou father sleep in perfect peace dear dad x john pam x