Thinking of you dad as today falls silent i think of the amount of games of snooker we would play every single night a dont think there was many nights you didnt play us we called it a geme o dooks a think a was bout 13 14 we were so competitive with each other and a had a terrible temper and you refused to play any more a was the same at golf , it didnt stop you keepin on playin but a had to beg that ad keep temper under control, am just getting lots of flashbacks of what we did together seeing dads out in park with there wee boys mibe kicking a ball really brings me to Tears thinking a wish for they days back a miss you so very very much dad , dont know why you had to die as you were my life even though av got a life with pam mines was always content knowin ma parents were well your with us everyday wherever we are and a know your with kandie who is still pining for she really is lost without your presence but she knew you were at the bedroom door the other day there when mum told us she was just wagging her tail looking up at bedroom door ma 💖 sank but i know that this was a sign from you and hope to get many more , speak soon my dear and loving dad x always with me john .