You were with me alot today a knw you were sometimes had to stop as the day go past its not any easier hardest thing in the world to do is carryon but thats what you wouldve done and you have left mum and i your strength please help pam get her work sorted out as she is under an awful lot of pressure as there are very jealous nasty people out there she is such a good person and dedicated to her job and doesnt deserve this , she wishes you were here to guide her but a know you will love and miss you every breathing day my daddy craig my life .